020708 [4:16]

Alhamdulillah..

2012-01-16T19:37:00.001+08:00

~~RPS 1~~ *passed*
~~RPS 2~~ *passed*
GDS 1 *pending*
GDS 2 *pending*
~~CHP~~ *passed*
CRP *pending*
KIP *pending*
OSCE *the exams are scheduled on wednesday*

Sure hope that everything's gonna flow smoothly..huuu takooott

Deepest condolences

2012-01-16T08:31:00.001+08:00

A malaysian, dentistry student died yesterday.
Indian, male, 20 years of age.

Mati lemas kat air terjun dua warna, sibolangit, brastagi.

Kena tarik dlm lubuk kot.
I've been there, mmg dalam dan deras dan sejuk beku airnya.they managed to get the body out of the water only after 6 hours.i wonder how they got the body out of that place.it's a 3 hours of hiking journey,sehala okengg!~.penat memang tak payah cakap ah kan balik je sminggu tak boleh bgn.Eh ~~merepek lak aku ni~~ T.T

My deepest condolences to the family.
Sure sedih kot anak baru je habis 1 year final exams, belum keluar pun lagi results sama ada layak untuk menduduki remedials atau tidak & budak dentistry are supposed to go back this week.how sad.dah ajal.

A reminder to myself as well to other fellow friends who are studying abroad.
Take good care of yourself.do inform seniors or apa-apa society yang korg join before participating in anykind of activity di luar kuasa dan tanggungjawab university.ble jadi cam ni, bahaya kot nak bawa balik jenazah dah satu hal.rumit.
Good day peeps!~

Its mid of january already?

2012-01-16T08:10:00.001+08:00

Salam.hi
Err bersawang kah sudah blog ni?
:) :D :)

Neways, happy new years, rasa cam tak terlambat lagi kot nak wish.wakakaka

Been busy with the finals.
Ouh exams are sure tiring. -___-"
Habis dah actually for the papers, just waiting for the OSCE & lab exams and also waiting for the results to come out and to prepare myself if i'm required to sit for the remedials.

Hahais banyaknya and kat situ.haha.
Will be finishing both theory & clinical exams on the 28th..weeehoooo lambat lagi kot (*oo*)

what to dooo? *termenung tengok dinding*

Medan ouh medan..

2011-12-31T11:20:00.001+08:00

Medan selera
Medan perang
Medan ~~bersengkang mata~~

Hehuuuu..dah nak balik medan smula dah..sobsobsob
How time flies when you're at home :')
*mushyy modeeeee*

Ouh oooo

2011-12-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

~~Lusa~~ esok exams..
*gulp gulp gulp*

I haven't finish studied yet.
like ALWAYS..
Hu hu hu..
I guess i'm gonna stay up late tonight just to finish up bits and pcs..

Good~~day~~ night.. :)

2 days.3 days.

2011-12-21T08:29:00.001+08:00

2 days till mid GDS II exams. :(
3 days till home. :)
Anxious. :)

Medical student kah? Atau saloon bergerak?

2011-12-20T03:25:00.001+08:00

Mungkin tak sempat nk berdandan kat rumah.. :)
Bukan perkara luar biasa kalau korang nampak org cam dalam gamba ni berjalan keliling fakulti, duduk dalam kuliah, atau tgh makan kat cafe yg penuh manusia..:)
Funny.weird.

Mati lampu

2011-12-20T03:17:00.001+08:00

Blackout.
Dah nak dekat 2 jam.
Panas.
Nyamuk.
Bosan.

Jangan ckp tak ada eletrik smpi pagi.
Baju tak gosok lagi.

Hujan.hujan.

2011-12-19T21:28:00.001+08:00

Out food hunting..
Wuu da xleh tahan da perut hujan2 ni.
Makan buah pun tak jalan..kuikuikui
Kriuk.kriuk dah bunyi...

Spicyyyy foooddddd here i comeee :)

No regrets.

2011-12-19T02:32:00.001+08:00

I've no regrets of :
the path that i chose.
the people i met along the way.
things that happened.

A wise friend once told me;
Do not question things that are yet to happen..
you might just run into something without you knowing it, when you least expect it :)

Nitey :D

Miaumiau :)

2011-12-19T02:03:00.001+08:00

~~7, 6,~~ 5, 4, 3, 2, 1..

Wehoooo!~
5 friggin' days left.
I miss my mak.
I miss my abah.
I miss my ~~sisters~~.
i miss homeeee :)

Ok ~~ngade.~~
Fact : Gone back home every month since last september.

Yadaaa yadaa yadaaa..
I know, tu pun nak ngengada miss home ek?

Hahaha here's a little secret :
~~I DON'T GIVE A DAMN..~~
So why should you?
Muahahhaa..

Peace y'all :p

Pak beca oh pak beca

2011-12-18T15:04:00.001+08:00

Got bored.
Hopped on a beca and decided to go get mak's stuffs today.
Dah berapa kali janji nak belikan lesung kayu ngan bakul nasi tapi tak beli2.

My 1st time to pasar peringgan.
of as a matter of fact my 1st time to any market here..kahkahkah..
Went alone.
redah je la how hard can it be?
nak cari pasar je pun..hahaha
since it's sunday i'm sure that friends are either out with their ~~boyfriends~~ or asleep.
ZzzzzZzz...

Dah siap2 beli barang semua, tahan la beca.
Tahan yg belakang, yang depan yang berhenti..
Hahaha..
Xpe la muka pacek ni pun bersih je tak sampai la ckp takmo naik lak kan da gatai2 tahan tadi siapa yang suruh kann.. :)

Oh ye.
Pacek ni bawak beca kayuh, bukan beca motor.

Pacek : mau kmana mbak :)
Me : klo ke USU bisa pak?
Pacek : ya bisa sih, kok ga bisa? *gelak kecil*
me : ya uda pak :)

So, naik la beca pacik ni.
Perjalanan yg biasanya ambil 5-7 minit kalau naik beca motor, jadi 20 minit or more, i lost count.
Mmg xnak count pun sebab tiap kali aku tengok jam yang melekat kt tangan ni, tiap kali tu la pacik ni bangun dan cuba kayuh laju2..

Pacek : uda telat yea mbak?
Me : ga lah pak, ga usa keras kali pak ngayuhnya..kita santai2 aja.. :)
Pacek : ouh *buat muka pelik*

Agaknya pelik 1st time customer soh relax2..
Hahaha..

Bila dah nak dekat tu aku suruh pacek ni berhenti kat pintu gerbang nk masuk kampus je..kesian kot tengok..tak sampai hati nak suruh drop aku depan rumah..

Pacek : eh, kok sini aja?

Me : gapapa pak :)

pacek : awak bisa aja antarkan kau ke dalam, ga masalah. Bahaya klo jln sendirian, cewek lagi..

Me : gapapa pak sini aja udah cukup kok.. Harus olahraga juga kan? Uda gendut kali neh.. :)

Pacek : ya udah terserah kau, nak..

Me : hihi :) *hulur duit 20k*

Pacek : ih, byk kali neh mbak, uda maksimal neh..

Me : gapapa pak.ambil aja yea? :)

Pacek : alhamdulillah moga allah membalas kebaikan kau, nak..belajar rajin2 yea, nak moga dipermudahkan tuhan hidupmu.. *cium duit, mata berair*

Time tu aku dah tak boleh nak pandang pacek tu..
Cepat aku blah..
Haha jiwa sensitip..

Sundays

2011-12-18T14:30:00.001+08:00

I hate sundays.
no lecture classes, no labs but i hate it..
I hate how slow time flies by on sundays..
O.o

Disgusted

2011-12-16T23:21:00.001+08:00

you disgust me.
you're pathetic.
Even if you've no limbs, try your best to stand up.
Try your best to show the world that you can be normal.
As normal others could be.

Instead you used people's sympathy to move on..
Such a shame.

*sighs*
i'm confused either to be angry or to feel sorry for you..

FEED ME.FEED ME.FEED ME

2011-12-16T01:57:00.002+08:00

merenung kelongsong oreo yang dah kosong T.T

i hate exams.
fikir pasal exam je aku tak boleh tido..
bila tak boleh tido bukan aku boleh study pun..
ha ha ha :D
pastu lapar..pastu pastu..pastuuu T.T

merely a bud :)

2011-12-14T17:11:00.002+08:00

A flower is not better when it blooms than when it is merely a bud; at each stage it is the same thing — a flower in the process of expressing its potential. -paulo coelho :)

need to do more novel shopping this Xmas holidays..i'm boooreeedddd :|

Blogger app

2011-12-14T15:55:00.001+08:00

i just downloaded the blogger app for iphone and i'm using it now..yeay! ~~*Excited face*~~
Lame eyh? Ya ya ya i know, i havent all the time in the world to go app browsing :)
So bye bye twitter for good..
Why? It's coz the number or words are limited whereas here i could freely type till my fingers go sore :)
Teheee.. :D

ZzZzzZz..

2011-12-14T15:33:00.001+08:00

Case study..

Tutor : apa aja yang ada dalam obat batuk yang menyebabkan mengantuk?

Me : anti-histamin

Tutor : ok good..terus obat apalagi yang bisa menyebabkan mengantuk?

Class : obat tidur, morfin... *sume jwpan yang hebat-hebat*

Tutor : ok very good :), ada lagi?

Me : anti-convulsant

Tutor : anti-convulsant itu apa zima?

Me :untuk kejang-kejang doc.

Tutor : yeaa i know.. -___-"

Me: hahaha *dlm hati: tadi tanya utk apa..adess*

Tutor : gini, what i meant was, what group does anti-convulsant belongs to?

Me: errr..bellloooonngggs toooo..ummmm ammmmm bellloooonnngssssss??

Tutor : -_____-"

Me : tranquilizer?? Hehe *smugface*

Tutor : theree you gooo.. :)

Kahkahkah..siapa suruh tanya obat tu untuk apa..comel je tgk lecturer buat muka blur ble dengar jwpan aku yang bendul..haha how should i know what you meant, doc..haha :D

am i that weird?

2011-12-14T02:57:00.007+08:00

my friends say i'm weird.

hahaha..
i sleep during the day and i'll be wide awake at night.
i do everything at night.
~~studying~~, getting my homework done, wash my clothes, household chores & etc..

well then, do i socialize?if so, when?
hell yeaaahhh i do ~~socialize~~.
don't you think it's inhumane to not socialize (i'm not a friggin' alien, or am i?)
hahaha..
when?ummmm...well you see it depends..
if i promise to hang out, then i'll definitely make it up to em.no matter how tired and exhausted i am i will still go out.
it is as simple as that..

but if you're an impromptu person who likes to do things spontaneously..
then being friends with me would be frustrating..
especially if you plan to execute it in the evenings..

:)

growling stomach

2011-12-13T04:23:00.002+08:00

3.23a.m

stomach's growling..

getting worst by the hour..

terlebih makan?

atau

takcukup makan?

ngeeee eleven more days till home

counting sheeps :)

2011-12-12T02:29:00.001+08:00

ngeeee 12 days till home
*smiles sheepishly*

stalkerkah aku? :O

2011-12-10T08:30:00.003+08:00

aaa...apa nak jadi?

salahkah?hehe...

tapiii....

tapi sapa yang dapat lupakan 'first love'?

kau boleh ke?mungkin..
kan kan kan?

pengalaman '1st love' aku mmg cam cipan, walau bagaimana pun, aku rasa pengalaman tu la yang paling indah walau pada waktu yang sama, aku rasa tu lah pengalaman aku yang paling buruk..

atau mungkin aku je yang tak leh nak lupa?
atau mungkin aku ni jenis yang belajar dari emotional memory..
jadi..
tah kenapa, it keeps coming back..
cam dalam movie2 tuuu..flash back..
aku tak boleh dok dendiam, so aku kena keep myself occupied.

haih, lepas dah 3 tahun, semalam aku stalk FB dia..
ha ha ha..
bukan, bukan aku gila kat dia..
it is just human nature, nak tau ape jadi kat orang yang pernah sakitkan kau..

soklan 1:korang masih berkawan ke?
jawapan : obviously NOT
memang da tak kawan..FB dia pun aku block, walaupun dia dah unblock FB aku.
those who knows me, knows the story, so aku rasa tak payah kot aku nak huraikan panjang lebar kat sini..

soalan 2: aih?pastu..camana ko leh stalk dia?
jawapan : MAGIC! :)
ahaha..duhhh..
buat la fake FB, pastu add la dia, tunggu beberapa hari untuk dia approve
klo dia approve, leh ar stalk dia..
ha ha ha..
aku buat fake FB ni dah lama..time2 mula2 discover dia tu con-man..
sebabnya..si X ni ske exaggerate cerita banyak la extension cerita yang dia tambah kannn..
so, FB ni lah pentas untuk dia berlakon dan aku plak memang penggemar drama bersiri ni..
haha..

nevertheless, i'm happy..
i'm happy to see him change for the better..

better kah?
i'm not sure, but i hope so..

harap dah takde dah dia tipu2 semua orang..
ends up making himself look like a fool..

so, mr.X, i just hope you're proud of where you came from..
be proud of what you are.
:)

awkward

2011-12-10T02:41:00.002+08:00

haha..had an awkward conversation with me mom..
maybe it's not a good idea to add up your parents on facebook.
*bleepppbleeepp*
beware, you're under surveilance.. :)

not looking, nor am i searching..

2011-12-10T02:32:00.002+08:00

orang pernah tanya..apa yang kau cari?apa yang kau lihat?tak cukup bagus ke untuk kau?

well frankly speaking, aku tak pernah mencari, aku tak pernah melihat walaupun aku celik, dan bagus atau tak, tu bukan untuk aku yang tentukan..

people say, you'll find it when you least expect it..
jadi, biarlah ia datang dengan sendirinya..
:)

scribble wishlist #40 :)

2011-11-24T19:15:00.005+08:00

yeayy!~
i've donated a pint of blood today.
after years of failed attempts, i'd finally did!~
it's kind of weird but i just cant explain the feeling.
its addictive+self satisfactory+scared+happy+ tired..it's an all in one thingy..

it's said that a pint of blood would save up to three precious lives..
so i'm hoping that my 1st pint would do good to someone :)
*wink3*

do you?

2011-11-23T01:49:00.002+08:00

been trying twitting recently..haha..dapat yang baru lupakan yang lama ek?ish3..manusia ni...
well i'm back..blogging..haha cam ade org baca je kan? what the hell. like i care klo xde org baca pun...

muahaha...

anyways..been away, pondering all these while...

do you decide what you'll do with your life, or do you wait for fate and follow the flow..??

esokpekse :D

2011-10-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

last post 18th sept ek?
waaa..cam bru je kot semalam..cepat nau masa berlalu...
today's what? the 3rd dah? :O

what i've been up to?
errr.. not much..
esokexam.harinikepalakusut.selamatmalam

okbai :)

lazy sundays :D

2011-09-18T15:11:00.001+08:00

yea yea i know, i'm supposedly to continue the previous post...
just so you know... I'M LAZZZYYYYYYYY..
not that i haven't any point left, but it's been a tiring week and today's my day off..

maybe this is what you'll ask me ;why sundays je?saturday macam lah tak cuti?hahaha..
the answers to your questions areee..NO i DON'T have saturdays for holidays..i've lectures, labs & tutorials every day from 7am till more or less 5-6pm..yeap.i've to wake up at the crack of dawn every single day including saturdays..frustrating?tell me about it..haha..

sundays are great for a few reasons : the only day of the week i dont have class, sunday mornings are blissfully quiet and it's the only day that i can curlup in my bed reading novels <3<3

-the end-

selamat hari malaysia smiles

2011-09-16T01:22:00.006+08:00

selamat hari malaysia semua :)
alangkah bagusnya kalau hari ini indonesia pun cuti sama.. *sighs*

i don't know if it's just me, but i have grown more patriotic in these recent years. *serious face*
i am P.R.O.U.D to be Malaysian. :D
not like before, the one and only thing comes to mind when it's merdeka or hari Malaysia are the holidays.seriously, i'm not bluffing..hahaha..i mean, who doesn't??
but that was donkey years ago..now, things have changed.i'm now 20.being able to study in a foreign country, really opens the eyes.

People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is

analogically, just replace 'people' with yourself, and 'special someone' with Malaysia.you'll get what i mean. :)

if you don't, here are a few good reasons why you should be thankful that you're born in such country. :

1. Stable economic growth.
most nation if not all, seek stable economic growth and ways to sustain it in order to guarantee a higher and stable standard of living.

we've been through economic crisis like a zillion times and we survived.if that's what you're thinking right now, then ask yourself this ; Have we fallen so far that we don't have anything to be thankful for, apart from civil safety??

i'm not an economic major student therefore, i've no voice in deliberating the economic crisis in details.and if i did, i wouldn't be here studying medicine.won't i??..haha..
it is as simple as this, even though Malaysia is affected by the global economic crisis such as in the late 1990's and at the present moment, none of our privileges are withdrawn.

what privileges?just to name a few here:
subsidization of food stuffs, petroleum, healthcare, education & etc..
stop whining people!
just so you know, food stuff in malaysia are cheap.have you ever seen any undernourished malaysian citizen?nooooooo...am i right?you'll think twice when you shop foodstuffs else where.

petroleum price too expansive?in malaysia, it costs RM1.90/L of RON95 and RM2.50/L for the RON97, in comparison, in indonesia, it will cost 5700rp/L equivalent to RM2.05/L as per May 30th 2011 for the RON95 and 10000rp/L equivalent to RM3.57/L..
is it not enough?here comes more..

health care in malaysia is free, name any meds its totally free (goverment hospitals/clinics) you're required to pay ONLY RM1 for the registration.if any operations needed to be done in the GH, then it's RM50 if i'm not mistaken.price stated is strictly for malaysian citizens.in indonesia? NOTHING is freeeeee

2. the multi-ethnicity, togetherness
have you ever seen a country that is so multi-cultural as malaysia?the one country who gives us chances as equal as we get?a country that celebrates our differences? where many people from different ethnic backgrounds are able to sit down and discuss.racism set aside.have you??

3. basic necessities are well provided.( clean water supply, electricity)<--- i'll continue this later..got to finish my tutorials 1st, or else i'm dead tomorrow..

happy birthday

2011-09-15T23:41:00.004+08:00

to my mom fuziyana abdullah, happy 58th birthday. :)
eventhough i hardly express it in words nor to give you any impromptu hugs and kisses in the past 20 years i've lived, i love you more than you can ever imagine.beyond words,kisses and hugs.i may appear tough on the outside, but on the inside, i'm mushy enough to cry at times when i miss you most.thank you for bringing me into the world. i love you :)

may god bless you with good health.. :D

020708 [4:16]

2011-09-15T15:45:00.004+08:00

i've nothing to write actually..i've lost the grasps to write..gone thru all of the previous posts from 08'-10' and i decided to unpublished it.so, where's posts from 11'?ouh yea, i did abandon this sweetheart for awhile, thinking of flippin' a new leaf over, so in conjunction of that,i did a new blog where all the new posts are in andddd which i've now set it to private.i just do it for fun though, and i've no reason why it's now private :)

why delete the posts anyway?shouldn't it be a way of reminding you of what happened in the past?well, i would say it's all CRAP..hahaha..what do you expect me to write back then?obviously it's all bout exams..my life's all about exams, competitions & rivalry..haha..sobs..i've been this way since god knows when..people would never be satisfied with what i was before, what i am now & what i'm going to be in my life..it seems that it would never be an ending to that part of me.i don't know why, and have been wondering why.

what's with the numbers 020708 [4:16]?
well if you've been wondering what's that number all about..then here's a simple explaination of what it is..
1. it's not a date of any anniversary or what so ever..
2. it's not a number of how many boyfriends i have..hahaha bajet hotsetap.. :P

ok.... cut the crapppp..so what the hell is it?
it's a date of which i first started blogging.. :)
2nd of july 2008, 4;16am

020708 [4:16]

Alhamdulillah..

Deepest condolences

Its mid of january already?

Medan ouh medan..

Ouh oooo

2 days.3 days.

Medical student kah? Atau saloon bergerak?

Mati lampu

Hujan.hujan.

No regrets.

Miaumiau :)

Pak beca oh pak beca

Sundays

Disgusted

FEED ME.FEED ME.FEED ME

merely a bud :)

Blogger app

ZzZzzZz..

am i that weird?

growling stomach

counting sheeps :)

stalkerkah aku? :O

awkward

not looking, nor am i searching..

scribble wishlist #40 :)

do you?

esokpekse :D

lazy sundays :D

selamat hari malaysia *smiles*

happy birthday

020708 [4:16]

selamat hari malaysia smiles